She’s vowed to teach her baby boy about her late father’s memory after welcoming the newborn in January.
And Charlotte Dawson broke down in tears as she realised her son Noah would never meet her late dad Les, in a moving first look at MTV’s Celebrity Bumps.
The preview, filmed while Charlotte was still pregnant with her first child, showed the Ex On The Beach star, 28, speaking to her mum Tracy about her life with the late comic, who died in 1993.
Difficult: Charlotte Dawson broke down in tears as she realised her son Noah would never meet her late dad Les, in a moving first look at MTV’s Celebrity Bumps
In the clip, Charlotte, who was 27 weeks pregnant at the time, pays a visit to her mum Tracy to look at photos of her dad Les, so she can replicate them with her baby son.
The star also revealed she was going to tell Tracy the name she’d chosen for her baby boy as she counted down to the arrival of her bundle of joy with fiancé Matthew Sarsfield.
She announced: ‘We’re gonna call him Noah Dawson Sarsfield. The reason why we’re calling him Noah, me and Matthew were drunk four years ago, put the Notebook on you know that really romantic film. And he cried and I thought, Matthew’s The One.
Tough: The preview showed the then-pregnant Ex On The Beach star speaking to her mum Tracy about her life with the late comic, who died in 1993
Sweet: As Charlotte looked at the photos of her late father taken when she was a baby, she also told her mum that she’d chosen her baby boy’s name
And then the guy was called Noah on it, and I said ‘I love that name’ and he said ”me too.” And he said ”if we ever have a little boy let’s call him Noah.” We’ve never gone off it.’
Charlotte’s mum said her dad Les would be ‘so proud’ of his daughter, with the reality star adding in a candid confessional: ‘I am so grateful for my mum because she’s just kept his memory alive so much.
‘And I just love her for that because I feel like he’s been around me every single day of my life.
‘I really feel for her, she went through a traumatic time when my dad died. And especially having an eight month old baby.
Hard: Charlotte’s mum said her dad Les would be ‘so proud’ of his daughter, with the star dding: ‘I’m so lucky having all them pictures to look back on forever’
‘She’s been everything to me, she’s been my mum and dad all in one, she’s had to bring me up on her own and she’s just been the best person. I’m so lucky to have her, and I think my dad would be so proud of her.
‘I just melts my heart seeing how he was with me. I’m so lucky having all them pictures to look back on forever. And show little Noah how amazing his granddad was.’
But it soon hit home for Charlotte, who was just eight months old when her dad Les died, that her baby boy would never get the chance to meet his granddad, as she broke down in tears later in the clip.
Emotional: But it soon hit home for Charlotte that her baby boy would never get the chance to meet his granddad, as she broke down in tears later in the clip
Journey: Charlotte stars with fiancé Matthew Sarsfield in the first episode of of Celebrity Bumps: Famous and Pregnant, which follows their lives from pregnancy to birth
She emotionally added: ‘It’s been a really emotional day, like going through all the pictures and just reflecting on, on everything really.
‘It’s just like I can’t believe really, you know, Noah isn’t gonna get to meet his granddad and I just feel that life is just unfair sometimes.’
Charlotte stars with Matthew in the first episode of of Celebrity Bumps: Famous and Pregnant, which follows their lives from pregnancy to birth, with the couple even filming Noah’s arrival for the show.
The star previously admitted her partner Matthew needed some convincing before signing up to the MTV show after living his life away from the cameras.
Celebrity Bumps: Famous and Pregnant premieres on March 3 at 8pm on MTV.
‘He found it difficult’: The star previously admitted her partner Matthew needed some convincing before signing up to the MTV show after living his life away from the cameras